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Is anyone out there? I have a genuine question if so.
A horrid little witch must have put a curse on me, I am so unlucky in love.
I have been blindsided and duped time and time again. I have retreated into myself - time and time again I shut myself up and never express disappointment or hurt. I refuse to let anyone know how they’ve made me feel, I refuse to debase myself.
It has happened again and I feel so foolish.
Only this time…….I want to say something. I want to have my say and say my peace. But there’s still a part of me who feels so dumb for thinking that there’s any point in trying to communicate with someone who has effectively shut down communication.
What would you do? What should I do.
there is something degrading about feeling a kind of loyalty to someone when that isn’t reciprocated in the same way
why are people soo afraid of seeming desperate. i love desperation and hate detachment. ache more idiot
Sending myself to horny jail bc I like the smell of his sweat